I have met a woman and what a gift it has been to know her these days. But fearful as well. The fear of abandonment that I felt this morning and at the same time to say, it looks like light to me it looks like light to me but I am afraid. And then to not feel it. So is it extinguished. I don’t know. All I know is that these days of talking to her and getting to know her have been wonderful.
oh to grace how great a debtor daily I’m constrained to be. Let thy goodness like a fetter bind my wandering heart to the. Prone to wander lord I feel it prone to leave the god I love. Here’s my heart lord take and seal it seal it for thy courts above.