Purpose: to love my higher power and others
Goals: to get LPC or LMFT license
to have a family again one day
to foster as much as I can the family I still have
When the teenager Mary was told of the miraculous way she would give birth
And to whom she would give birth
genete moi kata to rema su
Be it unto me according to your word
If I can say that every day.
I’ll have it made
If he is the most excellent thing and most worthy of praise
in the seen and unseen world
Then all the things he has made must be praising him
A symphony of praise responding to the song he sings
If I can hear it
And boy do I need help to hear it
Above all the noise and busyness
And my spiritual dullness
But it is ironic to me that
humans being created most like him
praise him least of all.
There is always a lesson in our trials and tribulations if we take the time to seek it out among the carnage. For me, the greatest lesson I ever received came after years of living in a haze and functioning on auto-pilot. Daily life became the same routine as I settled into my comfort zone. […]
How sweet to reflect on the joys that await me.
In yon blissful regions the haven of rest.
Where glorified spirits with welcomes shall greet me.
In loud Hallelujahs their voices will raise.
Encircled in light and in beauty unshrouded.
My mind’s sky unclouded.
I’ll bathe in the ocean of pleasure unbounded.
And rage with delight through the Eden of love.
I have adhd and about to start a job where I will be sitting a lot. Any ideas for how to stay seated? I take Wellbutrin and it helps some. Someone recommended an exercise ball. I plan on exercising before and maybe during breaks during the day to loose excess energy.
that is her name to me
me the instrument she plays
me the lover she kisses
and fills me with life and love and peace
me the channel she moves through
its all grace to me
all of it
everything that happens or doesn’t happen
everything that grows and dies
all of it
no I don’t understand that at all
but it seems necessary for me to believe
so I can live and not go insane
or leave the planet sooner then
the natural course of things will decide.
to be spared the final catastrophe
as Bill says.
there is a road that some travel
the way involves much suffering and dying to or loosing everything
the resulting death to the world
gives birth to a love for the world
that sheds many, many tears
by Salvador Edwards, copyright
I have met a woman and what a gift it has been to know her these days. But fearful as well. The fear of abandonment that I felt this morning and at the same time to say, it looks like light to me it looks like light to me but I am afraid. And then to not feel it. So is it extinguished. I don’t know. All I know is that these days of talking to her and getting to know her have been wonderful.
oh to grace how great a debtor daily I’m constrained to be. Let thy goodness like a fetter bind my wandering heart to the. Prone to wander lord I feel it prone to leave the god I love. Here’s my heart lord take and seal it seal it for thy courts above.