I did something really hard to do

I did something really hard to do.

I confronted my ex and my daughters about something.

And I think they are open to what I had to say.

glory be to my higher power

glory be to my higher power

for his goodness to me

and to the ones I care about.

Well I spoke to soon about being open to stuff

but am ok that I did the right thing……….

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some of us

Some of us don’t like asking for help.

Having been told our whole lives that we are selfish.

From the messed up people projecting their selfishness on to us.

Or projecting other people’s selfishness on to us

that was passed on to them.

All of this unconscious I believe.

That part of us that needs help has been severely shamed.

But it is possible.

I have done it a little bit lately, asking for help that is.

And I even was able to do it before, somehow…..

Also to do for myself and to feel my strength is a good thing.

That wasn’t encouraged either.

 

and the goodness goes on

and the goodness goes on

while the evil maims kills and destroys

lies cheats and steals

manipulates controls

shames and blames

and the goodness goes on

they doing what they do

not knowing why or how

doing it to us

thinking it is all our fault

and so do we

and if we are lucky we find out

its not its not its not, none of it

nor is it theirs

and the goodness goes on

we take our swords and sing

while we slay the evil in the narcissists

not knowing why or how

until we do.

then emboldened

with fire in our eyes and our bellies

we continue to wage war

and will continue

until the goodness is complete

using our weapons of love

that gift from Harry’s mother

and the goodness goes on