I am grateful for the beer I used to drink and that now I can stop
tonight if the sky is clear there is a meteor shower so check it out. grateful for stars
grateful for books: I got the mother load tonite. they were buy one get one free so I bought four. holy crap the poor mans paradise.
grateful for love joy peace, happiness, anti-depressants, my daughters
the sex that made my daughters, chocolate, chocolate and sex]
ummmm oh, a grateful heart, that I still have a job, a checking account, that I can pay the rent, that I can buy food in the store, right like when you dont have those things you get grateful, for my Juliet, ummmm did I say sex, right ok, ummmm how about potential future sex ok ok
my laptop, medicine, ties to wear even though i don’t like wearing them, beautiful people esp. women, that I want to help people, trees, the grace of nature, ice cream, poeple with spirits, that would be everybody.
ummm did I say beautiful women….ok. handsome men I guess….the beauty in everybody, that just about everybody has good in them……and i want to see it….and celebrate it….books, world peace, the thought of it anyway, that I believe the ending of the world is a good one not that shit that the world is going to hell in a hand basket…so hope, that is hope to me, that one day heaven will kiss the earth for good, what is that like a long french kiss of heaven and earth…not sure
ummm me. i like me that I like me, you i don’t even know you but I am glad you exist and you bless this whole frickin world with yourself…..and we are the only people who can bless the world with who we are…right. right
um that some terrorist have a heart…i heard one being interviewed and he really had a heart, he was being controlled by someone else…that there is a hell for people like the controllers of terrorists….at least there may be…..planets that there may be another planet with beautiful women on it maybe a whole planet of them….maybe
that i have heard there is a statistical certainty that there is a parrellel uiniverse some where just like this one…for the higgs boson particle….that the speed of light is not I say not a constant..it has changed over time….that consistency is the hobgoblin of feeble minds for tenderness, compassion and strong people who are not afraid to show their weakness that weakness can somehow be your strength if you let it…that by dying I can live, for paradoxes….even though too many of them and my mind starts to get fried, know what I mean vern?
ummmm did I say you, yeah I did, for my roommate he is gloriously imperfect and I really like that about him. I think I should tell him don’t you….I love the shit out of imperfect people, something about them reminds me of me……
ummmm boxes, I have a box on my floor I just need to organize my papers….that I have everything I need. at least I tell myself that do and I am less likely now to say what are you out of your mind how could you have everything you need? that I like helping other people and one day will be less of a worrier, that i went about two days without freaking out inside…listen that is progress for me, oh yeah and for divorce, it was nasty but grateful anyway…..for another day and maybe another one tomorrow they are all gravy for me now anyway….if you only knew……
ummm that’s good for now.. shalom yall